“I AM NOT HAPPY…”

I just thought that I should write it down, to make it more susceptible for scrutinizing. Because why on earth should I be unhappy?!

I’ve got a job.
I’ve got two happy and healthy kids.
I’ve still got both my parents.
I’ve a husband.

So why do I feel so glum, unsettled and just so vacant inside?

Just for the record, my two kids are the only source of light I’ve got going on in my life right now. Everything else is just so BLAH!

I’ve no interest in going to work. I’ve no interest in talking to anybody. I’ve no interest in anything! I’m running on auto-pilot, just going about my business with no point of direction at all. I don’t even have that confined, caged feeling of someone who wants to go out and change or do something with her life. I just want everything to stop and everyone else to leave me alone.